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| Jun. 4th, 2008 01:37 pm Icky I've been sick for over a week. I had a day break, and then it came back and kicked me in the ass. Turns out, I had a respiratory infection in my chest. Luckily, my mom had some penicillin that I could take. Hooray for saving money and not having to go to the doctors and then getting a prescription. I will spare some of the squeamish on how I knew I had a respiratory infection, I'll merely say the symptoms said yes.
I'm lucky though, my sister had bronchitis. Again. It's official not one of my mom's kids can join the military. I'm asthmatic. Well, I have exercised induced asthma, but still can't join. My sister gets bronchitis every couple of years, and you can't join the military if you've ever had bronchitis. My brother is gay. Of course, they have the don't ask don't tell, but he kind of naturally tells.
I've hung out with friends once since I've been home. Partly because I've been sick, and partly because they're all lazy assholes who don't do anything other then play video games. Well, some of them work, but when they aren't working it's mainly video games video games video games. I could call them more often, but, really, I'm tired of being the one to initiate contact all the time.
The Marines are supposed to be in town this weekend. I'm not sure if they're going to be here, in the field the whole time, or at Fort Dix. Since we only have one computer at the moment that has internet access and seven people living in my house, it's kind of hard to get on line. I haven't been able to talk with Brain. He IMed me the one day while I was away, but he wasn't there when I got back. He hasn't been online at the same time as me since. Oh well. He's a nice guy, for the most part. He protected me from Ryan. We'll see what happens.
Being home is, well, being home. My parent's are acknowledging each other, that's about it, kind of. Jesi and Tom fight on and off, but that's how they are. Joe is being a teenager. TomTom is awesome. He does so much around the house that he doesn't have to do. He scares the crap out of me sometimes though. He's so quiet.
Well, I think that's it for now since I'm losing my ability to think properly. Stupid medicine. I'm going to go drink another big glass of orange juice. Current Location: 316 Flour Lane Current Mood: I need a nap Current Music: You Want to Make a Memory - Bon Jovi
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| Apr. 18th, 2008 11:06 pm Ever notice how the west side of Montana kind of looks like a face looking down on someone with wild hair or something? I think he might have broken his nose, either that or is of the heritage that causes the bump on your nose. He's got a weird hairline too. I'm playing 50 States on addictinggames.com. I can place all 50 State in 181 seconds with and average error of 9 miles. Stupid fuckers giving me Nebraska as the sixth state after giving me Florida, Washington, Alaska, Maine and Hawaii as the first four state or some bull shit like that. As if I have the ability to judge miniaturized maps in that way. Fuckers. Although, technically it should be called 50 States plus the US capital. You'd think that, since it is the capital of the country that they'd always have it on top, but no, it gets hidden under the other states as you place them. What's with that needle thing in West Virgina poking it's way between Ohio and Pennsylvania. I think She should mind her own goddamn business and not bug those two. Stupid whore.
I can name all 50 states in alphabetical order:
Alabama Alaska Arizona Arkansas California Colorado Connecticut Delaware Florida Georgia Hawaii Idaho Illinois Indiana Iowa Kansas Kentucky Louisiana Maine Maryland Massachusetts Michigan Minnesota Mississippi Missouri Montana Nebraska Nevada New Hampshire New Jersey New Mexico New York North Carolina North Dakota Ohio Oklahoma Oregon Pennsylvania Rhode Island South Carolina South Dakota Tennessee Texas Utah Vermont Virginia Washington West Virgina Wisconsin Wyoming
And I actually typed them all out, while kind of singing in my head. Shut up. Of course, I did look up the lyrics to the song so that I could correct the misspellings of state names. I can name them all, that doesn't mean I can spell them all. There's also the transposing of letters that I do sometimes because some of my fingers move faster than others.
"I used to believe in forever, but forever is too good to be true."
"Pooh looked at his two paws. He knew that one of them was the right, and he knew that when you had decided which one of them was the right, then the other was the left, but he never could remember how to begin." Current Location: Dave's computer Current Mood: Think, think, think oh bother
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| Mar. 13th, 2008 01:53 pm I'm such a sap... I was looking at things on youtube and saw this video. Made me cry a little...
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| Mar. 2nd, 2008 09:39 pm Just in case you were unaware... Pixie Stix do not make a good replacement for sugar when making brownies. How do I know this? My sister really wanted to make brownies, but we didn't have sugar. She thoguht she would substitute Pixie Stix for the sugar. They are gross... Way too sweet. Current Location: 316 Flour Lane Current Mood: indescribable Current Music: Nickel Creek - Jealous of the Moon
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| Feb. 28th, 2008 11:23 am Baby! So, apparently I look like a baby. I was standing at the bus stop today and this woman asked me if I had a lighter. She then said something along the lines of, probably not because you're a student. I didn't have a lighter, because the one I have that still has fluid is hard to use. I did however have matches on me. I always have at least one of the two on me at all times. So i told her I thought I had matches and gave her one. She thanked me, lit her cigarette and we waited some more. Then she asked me if I went to Allen. I told her no, I go to Cedar Crest College. She said something like really, you look like such a baby, that's a good thing. So, apparently, I look like a baby, and it's a good thing that I look like a baby...
It made me smile.
I got a bagel with cream chesse and two bottles, of Tropicana orange strawberry banana juice. I would have only had one, but I drank almost all of the first one before my bagel was done toasting, so I bought a second one. While I was eating, I was watching the TV in the Bistro. ESPN was on and Mike and Mike in the Morning, some televised radio show, was one and they were talking to Cal Ripken Jr, which I didn't learn until they finished talking with him. He kept using the word nucleus. He was talking about how this team, I think it was one in New York, has a lot of new young players. That's risky but could be beneficial and how they make a good nucleus for a team. He used it again in reference to another team where they have a good nucleus and can use it to make the team stronger or something. I wasn't paying attention very well after he used the word nucleus, and then continued to use it. It was entertaining. Current Location: Miller Computer Lab Current Mood: Hehe Current Music: Nuke-clee-ar
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| Feb. 20th, 2008 05:16 pm My nerd is showing... So, I got my inhaler. As I usually do when I get any sort of prescription medicine, I started reading the information that came with it. So I knew what I can and can't mix it with and the like. For instance, I have two prescription pain killers, Naproxen and Nabumetone, both of which are nonsteroidal anti-inflammatory drugs (NSAIDs) like aspirin and ibuprofen, their over-the-counter counter parts. I was prescribed one, Naproxen, when I frist started walking to school and my foot was bothering me a lot, when I got the X-ray on my foot. The X-ray showed nothing, and the Naproxen didn't work. Over the summer while I was working, my foot was still bothering me. I tried home remedy like things, but nothing helped. I went back to the doctor and they wanted and MRI done on my foot, and the prescribed Nabumetone for the pain. The MRI didn't show anything either. So, I still don't know what bothers my foot every now and then. It's probably just the way I walk on it. However, I do have two prescription NSAIDs, which I found out are also prescribed for menstural cramps, so should my cramps be bad, I can try those and see if they help any. However, they can't be taken together. NSAIDs inhibit each other if you take more than one type. NSAIDs also could cause an increase in serum potassium if you're taking drospirenone and ethinyl estradiol tablets, which I am as that is what Yaz is. Proper serum levels are important for adrenal, heart and renal functions. Anyway, back to what I was talking about...
I was looking at the information the came with my inhaler, and they had the structure of albuterol on it. Of course, it's an organic molecule, and alcohol, which you can tell by the -ol ending of it's name. Another name for it is a-[(tert-butylamino)methyl]-4-hydroxy-m-xylene-a,a'-diol, when I read that I just went squee. I tried to figure out exactly what the different parts were. I've got all but the xylene. Anyway, the sheet had all the information on how their studies went. Squee again! It's a real-life example for my toxicology class.
I like chemistry! Current Mood: nerdy
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| Feb. 19th, 2008 02:00 pm So, I went to the doctor that Cedar Crest has. She wrote me a prescription for an inhaler and wants me to go home and get an EKG. She would have done one today, but she can't. So, my spring break will consist of an EKG, removal of my wisdom teeth. I'm hoping to get the inhaler prescription filled soon, but it depends on how much it costs really... Plus side, I get paid Friday...
Spoke to financial aid about moving back on campus, I'll get $500 more in financial aid to my Cedar Crest grant, and they'll need about $2100. Right away. That's if I move in February 29/March 1. I have to talk with my mom/grandparents to see if that's feasible before I can talk with residence life.
My dad is currently in Houston. Something abour processing. Depending on how that goes, he will either be sent to Iraq or come home. Not sure which I'd perfer... Current Mood: My chest aches Current Music: "Reno Dakota there's not an iota of kindness in you" over and over and over...
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| Feb. 15th, 2008 12:38 pm John made my day today "hmm...I never really thought of that but I suppose if you were to ignore the fact that you're sweet, and smart, and talented, and gorgeous, and just generally fun and easy to hang out with I could kinda see how you really had nothin to offer besides sex...I mean, how many TENS of girls could you find worldwide that can offer the same?!?! two...THREE?!?!!!... "
He thought Adam was kind of an ass, I told him that Adam's never been that way towards me, but maybe it was becuase I was a female. He said that didn't make too much sense, unless Adam was gay, which has been a question numerous times amongst his friends, but you know, that's what they do... I said no, because I'm a female and being an ass yould hurt his chances of getting with me (Jesse insists that he likes me, I don't really think that's true...) since that's all I'm really good for apparently (I know... I'm being all mopey emo, I'm wokring on it, leave me alone). Anyway, that was his response to that last statment.
I don't know. Things are... things. We'll see how it goes... Current Mood: I'm here...
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| Feb. 13th, 2008 09:59 am Icky... I feel skeezy... I haven't showered and I feel really gross. I can't shower though, because I'm still on campus. I've been here since 9:30 yesterday morning. I got stuck here after work last night. EW!
It was LOTS of fun trying to cross the parking lot to get to Steinbright. I was sliding down it. I got across the frist half pretty easily. It was the second half that I had trouble with. I had to go above the speed bump. You can't slide up. Took a little bit of time, but I made it. Current Mood: a shower is desired
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Feb. 1st, 2008 11:55 am Turtle I was reading for my Native American literature course on Tuesday night and one of the poems I read made me think of Dave. Well, him and a few other Stephen King fans, but mainly Dave, as the only reason I know them, or that they are fans is because of him. Anyway, the poem is called Turtle. It's by Peter Blue Cloud. It goes as follows: The winds are dark passages amonth the stars, leading to whirling void pockets encirciled by seeds of thought, life force of the Creation. I am turtle, and slowly, my great flippers move propelling my body through space, and starflowers scatter crystals which fall as mist upon my lidded eyes. I am turtle, and the ocean of my life swim is a single chant in the Creation, as I pass others of my kind, my own, unborn, and those, the holy ancients of my childhood. My swim is steady and untiring for great is the burden given me, the praise and privilege of my eternity rests upon my back as a single seed to which I am guardian and giver. I am turtle, and my tribes forever remain countless, from the day I first raised my head to gaze back upon the horn of my body, and my head was a sun, and Creation breathed life upon the seed and four times, and again four times, I wept for joy the birthing of my tribes, and chanted Creations the glory of all these wondrous days. The wrinkles and cracks upon this ancient shell are the natural contours created by the feel and request of burdened rock and soil, blood and sustenance to clans within clans, I am turtle, and the earth I carry is but a particle in the greater Creation, my mountains, plains and oceans, mere reflections in a vaster sea. Turtle, I am called, and breathe clouds of rain, and turn slowly my body to seasons in cycle with my grandchild, Eagle, whose wings enfold thungder pulses, back to back, and seldom meeting in time. Patience was given me by Creation, ancient song on tomorrow's wind, this chant that was taught my tribes is now unsung by many clans of a single tribe, and truly such pains that exist for this moment, which slay so many of the innocent cannot but end in pain repeated as all are reflected twins to self. I am turtle, and await the council of my tribes clan into clan, the merging thought that evil was never the star path, and then the chant to the four directions, I am turtle, and death is not yet my robe, for drums still throb the many centers of my tribes, and a young child smiles me of tomorrow, "and grandparent," another child whispers, "please, tell again my clan's beginning." Now, I don't really know much about Stephen King. I've seen the made for TV movie, or mini series, or whatever you want to call it "Rose Red" and I saw half of the "Nightmares and Dreamscapes" when they were put on TV. Then there's the little bits of things that I've picked up from Dave talking about the Dark Tower series with other people. So, from what I can gather, this poem kind of goes along with the whole turtle with the world on its back thing... I think. 2 comments - Leave a comment | |

| Jan. 21st, 2008 09:01 pm Argh! I really don't like working with Ms. Meyers. She's a terrible professor. She tells students the wrong thing all the time. Plus, she doesn't even know all of the material that she's supposed to be teaching for the lab. She leaves the lab for longer than she should periods of time, and doesn't even say anything when she does. So, it's my responsbility to watch the entire lab. Everyone I know that has had lab with her has written a horrible review for her. I don't understand why she's still here...
ARGH!
Okay. I'm done now. Current Location: Miller Computer Lab Current Mood: errr...
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| Jan. 11th, 2008 02:44 pm Weird... I had a dream last night and my friend Jesse was in it. There was a praty at my grandparent's house. The drinks were in the back of the garage, and there was alcohol..., but all the stuff that's normally in the garage except for the cars was still in there, like the riding and push lawn mower. I went up to my friend, Jesse, and he was tipsy. We were talking and some how the agreement came around that if/when I got tipsy we were going to wrestle. I go over to the table that has all the drinks. There was a bottle of Pama, and it was almost all gone! and in a plastic bottle... SOmeone comes up, and they want Pama, but I'm getting myself a drink of it, so they have to wait. They weren't thrilled. I go back over to Jesse and then this wicked storm hits. The electricity goes out and comes back on. Every few minutes it does this. Then someone says something about their dad having called adn we should open all the circuits in the circuit breaker. I start looking for the circuit breaker, I thought it was one place, and I wouldn't be able to reach it, and I ask Jesse to help me. What I thought was the circuit breaker was really something to switch between heat and AC or have them both off. So then we have to find the circuit breaker.
That's about when I woke up... Current Location: 316 Flour Lane Current Mood: qua? Current Music: Law & Order in the family room
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| Jan. 7th, 2008 02:30 am ... Message from: Spencer Subject: Ack!!!
"I'm so frisky today, I fell like I'm going to EXPLODE!!! Oh wait... I.. does that count?:)
How's life? Whatcha been up to?"
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| Dec. 22nd, 2007 12:17 pm Wow... Sooo, I logged on to myspace, and I have new comments and new messages. As of late, not all that unusual for me as I've been talking with my friend Moose, who is currently in Japan. Spencer and Jason have been messaging me on and off as well. I even got one from Bill the other day. He has yet to respond to my response. Today, I had a message from someone new. Someone I don't know it reads as follows:
"would you by any chance be down for some no strings attatched sexual fun with a hot guy that lives near you? totally discreet"
Yes... Current Mood: Interesting...
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| Dec. 22nd, 2007 02:06 am Kareoke Tonight at kareoke I sang: Torn by Natalie Imbruglia My Baby Loves Me by Martina Mcbride You Oughta Know by Alanis Morissette Live Like You Were Dyin' by Tim McGraw
It was fun! And I was liked, a lot! ^-^ There was a guy there who does a really good Elvis impression. He does performances and the like. He did one just after Thanksgiving. Anyway... He was leaving and he said that I did a really good job and then gave me a hug and said "Oh, no. I'm going to squish her." It was funny. And some guy requested that I be there again next week...
Jim said that I have to work on performance. I've got the voice, and the volume (finally) down, now I just need to work on the performance aspect. 2 comments - Leave a comment | |

| Dec. 21st, 2007 05:42 pm Blah blah I feel nauseous... Why? Because, for some reason, when I got into my sisters car after leaving my grandparents, it smeplled like vomit to me... Ew. So, I had to drive from my grandparents to my house, pick up my brother, to his friend's house back to my house with the window cracked a bit... Now I'm cold and nauseous. Boo.
My sister's car ran out of gas right after we pulled out of my grandparent's neighborhood. That was cute. Her gauge said we still had an eighth of a tank left. Apprently it lied. You're not supposed to go below a quarter of a tank, but that's hard to do some times with you are poor. She had gotten $20 from my mom, and when my grandfather came and gave us gas we got another $20 from him. So now her tank is full. Huzzah!
I'm have an entry that I'm going to be writing that is a relatively short essay my sister wrote for a test on Moby Dick. It's funny, and I would like to share it. Well, I find it humorous at least.
There's another one that I want to post that's an article that was written about my brother for his school news paper. Some of his quotes are entertaining.
I can't do it right now though, because I don't have them on me. I don't feel like going to search for the one, and my brother has the other to show to his friend. So, they will have to wait until later... Current Location: 316 Flour Lane
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| Dec. 17th, 2007 11:36 pm Home I got to drive home! First time I've driven in four months. Yay! I took a couple of turns too wide, but I'm not used to driving especially not a big Ford Windstar. I wasn't used to the way the brakes worked either. Gently pressing the pedal down sometimes was too hard. It was crazy. I had some drifting issues too, but that was partly because of the fact the the car isn't aligned properly and partly because I'm not used to that perspective. Most of it was comfort stuff. As I drove a little longer, I got more comfortable and was better.
I got a kind of funny text message today. It read something along the lines of "Joe was in his room with a boy and no pants!!" Yes...
1.5 hours. That's how long it took before my parents started fighting from when I got home. It's going to be a long break. My dad hasn't gone back to work yet. He's been cleared by one person, a corporate person, but another is saying he isn't cleared. I don't know. He needs to get back on the road or start seriously looking for another job though. I don't know what's going to happen if he doesn't start working soon. THings are starting to get really tight around here. We couldn't afford a real Christmas tree. We're using my grandmother's old fake one. At least we have a tree, and it might be better this way. This is the first tree Widget will have experience with. She can't climb it that well, and it's small so if she does, we can easily find her. If either of the cats or the dog knock it over, it won't cause too much damage either.
I told my work that I would be available to work over break. I don't think it's going to happen though. They're going to be dead, and the ones that have been there over the semester are going to be given priority, rightfully so. It sucks that I won't be able to make any money though. I could use some.
My dad's supposed to call about the Maxima tomorrow. See how much it's going to cost to get a new engine for it. Depending on the cost, whether we can afford it or if it's worth it, will depend on if he gets it. Hopefully it won't be too bad. I could use the car. I can steal my sister's, but I would rather not have to do that. Once the semester is over, I'd have to return it to her.
Ever think to much? Think there's more under the surface than what you can see? Current Location: 316 Flour Lane Current Mood: Ever think there's more? Current Music: the song I'm writing in my head based on my last line
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| Dec. 7th, 2007 10:52 pm Party party!!! Teenagers are funny. I might be corrupting them a little. It's all good though.
There's a kitty in a bag. Nevermind.
'm wearing a hat with bunny ears. ^-^ Current Location: 316 Flour Lane Current Mood: Hehe Current Music: Part of Your World on the piano as played by Gay-mo Jo-jo
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| Dec. 7th, 2007 05:56 pm Nummy nummy Today I consumed: 1 packet of strawberry pop tarts (2 pop tarts) 2 bottles of wild cherry pepsi 1 twix candy bar (2 sticks) 1 bad of pretzels (net wt 3.5 oz) 3 chocolate filled marshmallow thingers 1 bite of a king size snicker
Why only this, you may ask? Because the bistro is not equipped to accept debit cards and I wasn't walking to King's or Wendy's as it was too cold. So I resorted to the bookstore.
I will be eating more tonight. Might not be much healthier for me as it will be for a birthday party, but it's food. I can't argue there. Current Mood: Daydreaming
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